I know I've mentioned before that this is the only form of journal keeping I can seem to keep up with. So, before I forget, I want to jot down some of the thoughts and feelings I've had bouncing around in my head lately. Anybody reading my blog might not care about what I have to say in this post, but like I said, this is to help me remember.
These two kids mean the world to me:
I love them more than I ever thought I could. They are growing up so fast and changing so much. I wish I could stop time and just enjoy them the way they are now forever, but I know I can't. I know it's good for them to grow, and I love watching the new things they discover and can do each day, but it also makes me a little sad to see them changing so quickly before my eyes. So, before I forget, here's a little about what they are like today.

I really think Baylee is the Energizer Bunny reincarnated. I haven't seen that bunny in years, and this kid just keeps going and going... Nothing can outlast her (especially her mommy) and there's no such thing as wearing her out. She exhausts me sometimes, but I love her sense of adventure and playful personality. You never know what she's going to think up next, and has a big collection of characters she likes to pretend to be. She also assigns anyone else in view a coordinating character. She is very smart and has the greatest memory. She can remember song lyrics or lines from shows or movies after only hearing them once or twice. She loves music and to sing. Ben even talked her into making a music video with him (it's on youtube under Skulls of One, I think). She still loves gymnastics class, swimming, and loves when we get together to play with friends. She's already talking about marrying her friend Trey, and I heard her telling Ben about her dream last night where her and Trey got married and had 15 kids. Slow down, Baylee! She's also loving to play mommy. She's a great big sister, and Payton just loves to be around her. She loves her daddy and is sad when she sleeps in to late to go downstairs with him before he leaves for work (something Payton is starting to like to do as well). I love the rare moments where I get to just snuggle up with her and tell her how much I love her. There are times when I look at her and just wonder where my little baby/toddler has gone and how she's gotten to be so big. There's not enough I could say about this girl. She keeps us laughing and loving life.

This little man is growing too fast! Although, according to his 9 month appointment last week, he might not be growing enough. His thunder thighs are slowly disappearing. I can't believe how fast time is going by with this little guy. It seems like just a couple months ago Payton joined our family- it's hard to believe that couple is actually 9. He is the happiest baby I know, and has a smile that just makes me melt, along with the cutest laugh. He is walking along furniture, climbing stairs, and the doctor said he can now eat anything which is great because he loves food! He knows that the best place to be when Baylee is eating is right under her at the counter so he can play human vacuum and eat all her crumbs. He loves electronics (especially the computer and our phones), water, our ride-on toy Rocket that makes sounds, chocolate, playing with toys and things he's not supposed to, and toilet paper. He loves to be outside or staring out the window when we are at home. He loves to be down and moving, but not for too long before he decides he wants to be with his mommy. He's a definite mommy's boy, but that's okay with me. I love how he snuggles up to me to sleep and will be sad the day he grows out of that.
Like I said, I love these kids so much and can't imagine my life without them. I feel so blessed to be their mom. Some days are hard, some days I feel like I'm in over my head, but I wouldn't change it for the world.